私の名前 || My Name

Album art.
Album art.

私の名前
watashi no namae
My Name

Vocals: 遊女 (YuNa) 
Lyrics: 黒岩サトシ (Kuroiwa Satoshi)
Arranged by: 五条下位 (Gojou Kai)
Album: 信仰ノスタルジア (Faith Nostalgia) [Official site]
Circle: SYNC.ART’S
Event: C92
Original theme: Futatsuiwa from Sado [佐渡の二ッ岩]

Requested by: Cross-ZFire


歌詞

嘘を吐つくことは
懸命さなど求めないさ
嘘を吐けるだけの
覚悟を持ち続けて
誰かのすべてを
手に入れる甘美さの陰で
誰かの痛みさえ
受け入れること

私の名前を時々思い出す
私の姿が違うなら
求める姿を探す旅の途中
隠した痛みをなぞるだろう

何が欲しいのか
わからない、それが絶望で
何が欲しいのかを
探す名前を知らず
誰かの姿を
追いかける、それは気まぐれで
誰かのためならば
恐れも知らず

私の名前を呼び出す声を聴く
私の姿が見えるなら
求める姿で現れる気がする
隠した誓いを刻むだろう

私の声を繋ぎ止めている

私の名前が時々わからない
私の姿を失くしても
求める姿でまた出逢うはずだろう
隠した誓いが残るなら

Romanisation

uso o tsuku koto wa
kenmeisa nado motomenai sa
uso o hakeru dake no
kakugo o mochi tsudzukete
dareka no subete o
te ni ireru kanbisa no kage de
dareka no itami sae
ukeireru koto

watashi no namae o tokidoki omoidasu
watashi no sugata ga chigau nara
motomeru sugata o sagasu tabi no tochuu
kakushita itami o nazoru darou

nani ga hoshii no ka
wakaranai, sore ga zetsubou de
nani ga hoshii no ka o
sagasu namae o shirazu
dareka no sugata o
oikakeru, sore wa kimagure de
dareka no tame naraba
osore mo shirazu

watashi no namae o yobidasu koe o kiku
watashi no sugata ga mieru nara
motomeru sugata de arawareru ki ga suru
kakushita chikai o kizamu darou

watashi no koe o tsunagi tomete iru

watashi no namae ga tokidoki wakaranai
watashi no sugata o nakushitemo
motomeru sugata de mata deau hazu darou
kakushita chikai ga nokoru nara

Translation

Through telling lies
I don’t seek eagerness.
While maintaining the resolve
to only tell lies
I accept
someone’s pain
in the shade of sweetness that comes
from owning someone completely.

I sometimes remember my name.
If my form is different
then on the road to search for the form I want
perhaps I will follow my hidden pain.

I don’t know
what I want. That is despair.
I search for what I want
without knowing its name.
I follow someone’s figure
on a whim.
If it’s for someone else
I will feel no fear.

I listen to a voice calling my name.
If my form can be seen
then I feel like I’ll appear in the form I want.
Perhaps I will remember the vow I hid.

I tie down my voice.

Sometimes I don’t understand my name.
Though I may lose my form
perhaps we’ll meet again in the form I want
if our hidden vow remains.

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