くうはく || Blank

くうはく
kuuhaku
Blank

Vocals: 菅原圭 (Kei Sugawara)
Lyrics: 笹川真生 (Mao Sasagawa)
Composed by: 笹川真生 (Mao Sasagawa)
Upload date: 10 August 2022

Requested by: Malphur
Watch the official video on YouTube!

Content warning: Brief references to disordered eating. Please contact your local support service if you or someone you know is in crisis.

The title translation comes from the Spotify listing, but somebody in the video’s comment section suggested it could be interpreted as 食う吐く (kuu haku, Eating, Vomiting).


歌詞

新しい人になっても
まるで聞いてないし
つまらないし

ねぇ、それ面白い?
たぶん、僕よりか
楽しいんだろうな

恋なんて大したものじゃない
それよりも愛とかが欲しい

手離した運命と
また踊って壊れるタイミング。

食べて、吐いて…
こんなんで、空っぽになれていいんですか
ねぇ

せめて、責めて見せて
視線を解除して?
もう一度!

心にもないような光に触れて
絆されちゃって
まばたきひとつさえ惜しみたくなるの
食べたいよ、全部。

きれいごとばっかでいいのに
余計なことばかりしたり
指先を噛んでみる
明後日の方角へ進行中

食べて、吐いて…
もう一切、空っぽになればいいんですか

ねぇ
せめて、責めて見せて
無関心よりは良い判定。

つまらないね、って
奪い合うよりもいいなんて

ねぇ、なんでこんなにも誰かに怯えてるんだろう…

Romanisation

atarashii hito ni nattemo
marude kiitenai shi
tsumaranai shi

nee, sore omoshiroi?
tabun, boku yori ka
tanoshii ndarou na

koi nante taishita mono ja nai
sore yori mo ai toka ga hoshii

tebanashita unmei to
mata odotte kowareru taimingu.

tabete, haite…
konnande, karappo ni narete ii ndesuka
nee

semete, semete misete
shisen o kaijo shite?
mou ichido!

kokoro ni mo nai you na hikari ni furete
hodasarechatte
mabataki hitotsu sae oshimitaku naru no
tabetai yo, zenbu

kireigoto bakka de ii noni
yokei na koto bakari shitari
yubisaki o kande miru
asatte no houkaku e shinkou-chuu

tabete, haite…
mou issai, karappo ni nareba ii ndesuka

nee
semete, semete misete
mukanshin yori wa ii hantei

tsumaranai ne, tte
ubai au yori mo ii nante

nee, nande konna ni mo dareka ni obieteru ndarou…

Translation

Even if I become someone new
nobody will listen to me
and it’ll be so boring.

Hey, is that funny?
Well, I guess it’s more fun
than I am.

Romance isn’t that special.
I want love instead.

The time is ripe for me to dance again
with my abandoned fate, then fall to pieces.

I eat, then vomit…
is it okay for me to do that and become completely empty?
C’mon.

At least blame me.
Won’t you stop looking at me?
One more time!

I touch light that seems so insincere
and I’m moved.
I don’t even want to blink once.
I want to eat it all up.

I don’t care if you don’t mean what you say
but I just do things I don’t need to
and I try biting my nails
while heading towards the future.

I eat, then vomit…
Should I become completely empty?

C’mon,
at least blame me!
It’s a better choice than indifference.

“How boring.”
Is it really better than struggling with other people?

Hey, I wonder why I’m so scared of others…


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