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Vocals: 蒼姫ラピス (Aoki Lapis)
Lyrics: aguagu11
Composed by: aguagu11
Upload date: 12 January 2020
Requested by: Cecil
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歌詞
いつも心に穴があるから何も感じず過ごしていける
眠れぬ夜に泣いているから今この時は笑ってられる
いつものように演じてるから傷一つなく歩いて行ける
人を基準に生きてるから少し自分を見失ってる
作り物の気持ちを胸に同じような日を繰り返す
なりたかった自分を捨ててなるべき自分を選んでる
絡みついた仮面の下がどんな顔なのかも忘れてて
色のないペンキで自分を少しずつ塗りつぶしている
いつも心に闇があるから喜びも無く平気でいれる
希望の種が潰えてるから初めからみな諦められる
いつものように無理してるから自分の意志を押し殺せてる
人を基準に生きているから少し自分がわからなくなる
作り物の気持ちを胸に死んでるような日を繰り返す
なりたかった自分をやめてなるべき自分を演じてる
鏡に映る人影が誰なのかも覚えてなくて
意味のない現実でずっと大事なものをなくしている
作り物の気持ちと共に何度も見た日々を繰り返す
ぼやけきった記憶の底の本当の自分に背を向けて
いつか見た願いはみんな届かない空の星のよう
限りない現実でずっと同じ毎日を繰り返す
Romanisation
itsumo kokoro ni ana ga aru kara nani mo kanjizu sugoshite ikeru
nemurenu yoru ni naite iru kara ima kono toki wa waratterareru
itsumo no you ni enjiteru kara kizu hitotsu naku aruiteikeru
hito o kijun ni ikiteru kara sukoshi jibun o miushinatteru
tsukurimono no kimochi o mune ni onnaji you na hi o kurikaesu
naritakatta jibun o sutete naru beki jibun o eranderu
karamitsuita gamen no shita ga donna kao na no ka mo wasuretete
iro no nai penki de jibun o sukoshi zutsu nuritsubushite iru
itsumo kokoro ni yami ga aru kara yorokobi mo naku heiki de ireru
kibou no tane ga tsuieteru kara hajime kara mina akiramerareru
itsumo no you ni muri shiteru kara jibun no ishi o oshikoroseteru
hito o kijun ni ikite iru kara sukoshi jibun ga wakaranaku naru
tsukurimono no kimochi o mune ni shinderu you na hi o kurikaesu
naritakatta jibun o yamete naru beki jibun o enjiteru
kagami ni utsuru hitokage ga dare na no ka mo oboetenakute
imi no nai genjitsu de zutto daiji na mono o nakushite iru
tsukurimono no kimochi to tomo ni nando mo mita hibi o kurikaesu
boyake kitta kioku no soko no hontou no jibun ni se o mukete
itsuka mita negai wa minna todokanai sora no hoshi no you
kagiri nai genjitsu de zutto onaji mainichi o kurikaesu
Translation
Because I’ve got a hole in my heart, I can live without feeling anything.
Because I’m spending a sleepless night crying, I can smile now.
Because I’m putting on an act like I always do, I can walk unharmed.
Because I’m living with humans as my model, I’m losing sight of myself a bit.
I’m living the same days with false feelings in my heart.
I cast away who I wanted to be and choose who I ought to be.
I forget about the face resting beneath the mask
and paint over myself with colourless paint, bit by bit.
Because there’s always darkness in my heart, I can live without happiness.
Because my seeds of hope are ruined, I can give up on them all from the start.
Because I’m trying too hard like I always do, I can stifle my will.
Because I’m living with humans as my model, I understand myself a bit less.
I’m living like I’m dying, with false feelings in my heart.
I give up on who I wanted to be and act as who I ought to be.
I don’t remember who’s reflected in the mirror
and in meaningless reality I lose all the things that are important to me.
I’m living days I’ve seen countless times with false feelings.
I turn my back from my true self, who rests in the depths of foggy memories.
I won’t reach any of my past wishes, like stars in the sky.
I live the same day over and over in limitless reality.
Releska 
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