白紙の言葉 || Words on a Blank Page

白紙の言葉
hakushi no kotoba
Words on a Blank Page

Vocals: 初音ミク (Hatsune Miku)
Lyrics: 大沼パセリ (Oonuma Paseri)
Composed by: 大沼パセリ (Oonuma Paseri) 
Release Date: March 2, 2019

Requested by: fay
Watch the official PV
here!


紙とペンで綴る
僕のだらしがない365ページ
振り返れば不利ばかり
余力なんてこれっぽっちも
何にもないし
とんでもないし
愛してるから

kami to pen de tsudzuru
boku no darashi ga nai 365 peeji
furi kaereba furi bakari
yoryoku nante koreppocchi mo
nani mo nai shi
tondemonai shi
aishiteru kara

With pen and paper,
I wrote untidily across 365 pages.
When I look back, all I encountered was hardship.
I have hardly any energy left to spare.
It was nothing.
No need to mention it.
After all, I love you.

水滴をぽとり落とす
弾け飛ぶ斑点凡例の言葉
気が付いたら傷ばかり
余力なんてこれっぽっちも

suiteki o potori otosu
hajike tobu hanten hanrei no kotoba
ki ga tsuitara kizu bakari
yoryoku nante koreppocchi mo

Drops plop down
and flying flecks form some explanatory remarks.
Before I knew it, I was covered in wounds.
I had hardly any energy, or anything else, left to spare.

組み合わせては崩れるパズル
ピースを集めてpeace peace peace
隙だらけでは生きていけないな
両手に忍ばせbang bang bang
長文の想いがのしかかって
崩れてしまう

kumiawasete wa kuzureru pazuru
piisu o atsumete peace peace peace
suki darake de wa ikite ikenai na
ryoute ni shinobase bang bang bang
choubun no omoi ga noshikakatte
kuzurete shimau

I put the puzzle together and then break it apart.
I gather up the pieces. Peace, peace, peace…
I can’t live with nothing but weak spots.
Hiding them in both hands, bang, bang, bang…
I leaned on the feelings in my long sentences
and they collapsed.

白紙の言葉

hakushi no kotoba

Words on a blank page.

バラバラに分解された記憶が
いつか何処か巡り会えるように
夜空に浮かぶ星屑のように
残像として輝いてるかな
ビリビリに破り捨てた想いが
いつか何処か巡り会えるように
夜風に揺れる君の前髪
あの日々として輝いてるかな

bara bara ni bunkai sareta kioku ga
itsuka dokoka meguri aeru you ni
yozora ni ukabu hoshikuzu no you ni
zansou toshite kagayaiteru kana
biri biri ni yaburi suteta omoi ga
itsuka dokoka meguri aeru you ni
yokaze ni yureru kimi no maegami
ano hibi toshite kagayaiteru kana

I hope that I’ll someday reencounter
my memories, dismantled into many pieces.
Perhaps they’re shining in the sky as an afterimage
like stardust floating in the night sky.
I hope that I’ll someday re-encounter
my cast-off feelings, torn away and ripped apart.
Perhaps your fringe, swaying in the night breeze,
Shines like it did in those days.

空箱に閉じ込められた鳥のよう
泣き喚く声が雨となって心を濡らす

karabako ni tojikomerareta tori no you
nakiwameku koe ga ame to natte kokoro o nurasu

Like a bird locked in an empty box,
My screams become rain and drench my heart.

何にもないし
とんでもないし
愛してるけど
本質ばかり探して
ぎゅうぎゅう窮屈苦しい
書き留める余白は
もう、もうないんだ

nani mo nai shi
tondemonai shi
aishiteru kedo
honshitsu bakari sagashite
gyuu gyuu kyuukutsu kurushii
kakitomeru yohaku wa
mou, mou nai nda

It was nothing at all.
No need to mention it.
I love you, but…
I only search for your true nature.
Things are packed in tightly and it hurts.
There just aren’t any more blank spaces left
for me to write things down in…

曖昧に誘拐された記憶が
いつか何処か取り戻せるように
夜空に浮かぶ星屑のように
残像として輝いてるかな
生活に落とした想いが
いつか誰か伝わりますように
夜風に揺れる君の前髪
あの日々として輝いてるかな

aimai ni yuukai sareta kioku ga
itsuka dokoka torimodoseru you ni
yozora ni ukabu hoshikuzu no you ni
zansou toshite kagayaiteru kana
seikatsu ni otoshita omoi ga
itsuka dareka tsutawarimasu you ni
yokaze ni yureru kimi no maegami
ano hibi toshite kagayaiteru kana

I hope that I’ll someday, somewhere, reclaim
my memories, which were abducted in vague circumstances.
Perhaps they’re shining in the sky as an afterimage
like stardust floating in the night sky
I hope that I’ll someday convey my feelings,
Which I left behind in my daily life, to someone.
Perhaps your fringe, swaying in the night breeze,
Shines like it did in those days.

バラバラに分解された記憶が
いつか何処か巡り会えるように
夜空に浮かぶ星屑のように
残像として輝いてるかな
ビリビリに破り捨てた想いが
いつか何処か巡り会えるように
夜風に揺れる君の前髪
あの日々として輝いてるかな

bara bara ni bunkai sareta kioku ga
itsuka dokoka meguri aeru you ni
yozora ni ukabu hoshikuzu no you ni
zansou toshite kagayaiteru kana
biri biri ni yaburi suteta kioku ga
itsuka dokoka meguri aeru you ni
yokaze ni yureru kimi no maegami
ano hibi toshite kagayaiteru kana

I hope that I’ll someday reencounter
my memories, dismantled into many pieces.
Perhaps they’re shining in the sky as an afterimage
like stardust floating in the night sky.
I hope that I’ll someday re-encounter
my cast-off feelings, torn away and ripped apart.
(1)
Perhaps your fringe, swaying in the night breeze,
Shines like it did in those days.


(1) For the final chorus, 想い (omoi – feelings) is sung as 記憶 (kioku – memories).

エゴイスト || Egoist

エゴイスト
egoisuto
Egoist

Vocals: flower
Lyrics: 大沼パセリ (Oonuma Paseri)
Composed by: 大沼パセリ (Oonuma Paseri)
Release Date: September 12, 2018

Requested by: SpaceZinnia
Watch the official video
here!


人生相談があります
聞いてくれますか先生
大概病んでる生活
退会させてよ先生

jinsei soudan ga arimasu
kiite kuremasu ka sensei
taigai yanderu seikatsu
taikai sasete yo sensei

I want to talk about something life-related.
Won’t you listen to me, professor?
I usually spend my days falling ill.
Let me withdraw from school, professor!

人生辛抱わかって
気付いてくれますか先生
大概病んでる生活
早退させてよ先生

jinsei shinbou wakatte
kizuite kuremasu ka sensei
taigai yanderu seikatsu
soutai sasete yo sensei

I understand that patience is important in life.
Won’t you realise it, professor?
I usually spend my days falling ill.
Let me go home early, professor!

オレンジ色に染まる君は
やがて暗闇に染まる溶ける
月日経っても消えない苦しみ
不気味な夜を君と共に
おやすみおやすみ
おやすみおかえり

orenjiiro ni somaru kimi wa
yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru
tsukihi hakatte mo kienai kurushimi
bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni
oyasumi oyasumi
oyasumi okaeri

You, dyed orange,
Will melt into darkness before long.
Though time passes, my anguish will not disappear.
I spend an eerie night together with you.
Good night. Good night.
Good night. Welcome home…

感情的になってバイバイだ
誰よりも速く遠くへ行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

kanjouteki ni natte baibai da
dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Get sentimental, and it’s goodbye.
Go quicker and further away than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.

衝動的になって正解だ
誰よりも夜を越えて行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

shoudouteki ni natte seikai da
dare yori mo yoru o koete ike yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Becoming impulsive is the right move.
Cross through the night, more than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.

嫌い…
辛い…
有象無象…
不承不承…

kirai…
tsurai…
uzoumuzou…
fushoubushou…

I hate you…
It hurts…
Everything…
I’m reluctant…

人生劣等わかって
気付いてくれますか先生
大抵泣いてる生活
早退させてよ先生

jinsei rettou wakatte
kizuite kuremasu ka sensei
taitei naiteru seikatsu
soutai sasete yo sensei

I know my life’s inferior.
Have you noticed, professor?
I usually spend my days crying.
Let me go home early, professor!

奥にしまった君の笑顔は
やがて暗闇に染まる溶ける
月日経っても消えない思い出
不気味な夜を君と共に
おやすみおやすみ
おやすみただいま

oku ni shimatta kimi no egao wa
yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru
tsukihi hakatte mo kienai omoide
bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni
oyasumi oyasumi
oyasumi tadaima

You had entered my heart, and your smile
will melt into darkness before long.
Though time passes, my memories will not disappear.
I spend an eerie night together with you.
Good night. Good night.
Good night. Welcome home…

盲目的になってバイバイだ
誰よりも速く遠くへ行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

moumokuteki ni natte baibai da
dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Get reckless, and it’s goodbye.
Go quicker and further away than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.

冷笑的になって正解だ
誰よりも夜を越えて行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

reishouteki ni natte seikai da
dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Becoming sarcastic is the right move.
Cross through the night, more than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.

感情的になってバイバイだ
誰よりも速く遠くへ行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

kanjouteki ni natte baibai da
dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Get sentimental, and it’s goodbye.
Go quicker and further away than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.

衝動的になって正解だ
誰よりも夜を越えて行けよ
後戻りはしないよ
後先なんてないから

shoudouteki ni natte seikai da
dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo
atomodori wa shinai yo
atosaki nante nai kara

Becoming impulsive is the right move.
Cross through the night, more than anyone else!
There’s no going back from here.
After all, there’s no consequences.