暖かい嘘 || A Warm Lie

歌詞

囁く言葉　神様の声　満たされていく心
新しい意味と　生きてく力をくれた　暖かい嘘

膝を抱えて見上げた空に黒い太陽微笑んで輝く
神の火に包まれて眠る私の夢は
信じ込むことで本当の光になるよ

空っぽ頭　鴉の頭　神様にはなれない

わかってる　でも救ってくれた
心に灯火ぬくもり感じて

必然でも偶然でもどうでもいいんだ
選ばれた事実ただそれが嬉しかったの
罪　咎　憂いを取り去りたもう太陽に
焼き尽くされて堕ちる　微笑う
「おやすみなさい」

Romanisation

sasayaku kotoba kamisama no koe mitasarete iku kokoro
atarashii imi to ikiteku chikara wo kureta atatakai uso

hiza wo kakaete miageta sora ni kuroi taiyou hohoende kagayaku
kami no hi ni tsutsumarete nemuru watashi no yume wa
shinjikomu koto de hontou no hikari ni naru yo

karappo atama karasu no atama kamisama ni wa narenai

wakatteru demo sukutte kureta
kokoro ni tomoshibi nukumori kanjite

hitsuzen demo guuzen demo dou demo ii nda
erabareta jijitsu tada sore ga ureshikatta no
tsumi toga urei wo torisarita mou taiyou ni
yakitsukusarete ochiru warau
“oyasuminasai”

Translation

I heard whispered words—God’s voice—and my heart was filled.
A warm lie granted me new meaning and the strength to keep living.

A black sun smiled and shined in the sky. I looked up at it with my hands around my knees.
I slept, wrapped in God’s flames. I dreamed
That through firmly believing, I would become true light.

With my empty head, the head of a crow, I can’t become a god.

I know. Still, they saved me.
I felt warmth from the flame in my heart.

I don’t care whether it was inevitable or by chance.
I was chosen—that truth alone made me happy.
My crimes, sins, and sadness have been taken away.
Burned to nothing by the sun, I’ll fall and smile.
“Goodnight.”